Monday, April 28, 2014

When There's Nothing Left

When there’s nothing left to give
I will give you more than I ever gave before
When there’s nothing left left to say
I’ll say it all again, but until then…
And I’ll give you my heart, say I love you
Say I love you
And I’ll give you my heart, say I love you
Oh, cause I do, Jesus
No music to play so I sing you my own song
Come on and sing along
When there’s nothing that remains
You still stay the same
You’re looking so strong

When there’s nothing left to give
I will give you more than I ever gave before

Sunday, April 27, 2014

My Own Monster

I turn my head there's nothing there
All I own is my thoughts for my fears
I close the door to keep out the bad
I plug my ears to keep out these fears

And I cry.

So hold me close for
I'm so tired of holding myself
So very tired and tired, tired and tired
Just hold me

I listen to these voices or is it this house that's giving me chills?
As I lie upon this little girl's bed
Who's at the door?
Who's walking near?
Or has my imagination spilled?
This little girl all grown up still fears

Oh and I cry.

Where can I go where can I hide from these evil sufferings?
Oh these images painted on my walls
They say there's a place that I can hide in the shadow of Your wings
Oh Lord, bring me to this place of refuge

No more tears.

Growing Pains

You would think that
I could find a simple song a photograph of mine
To show this public eye what I have to offer
I may not have a PHD or speak in eloquent philosophy
I'm nothing more than simply me you see

What I am trying to say
I'm just a babe in so many ways

I'm still growing still stretching
Still breaking in these new shoes
Looking for a way to make a mark of my own
I'm just a spring chick wet behind the ears
I'm just a part of life there's no need to fear
These growing pains that I'm going through

I don't regret
I'm not ashamed that I haven't yet begun to speaketh ways
(As the wisest of men) oh perhaps some day
But for now I'm grateful
To be a part of the family tree
While the Man upstairs does His work on me
It's a job that make take eternity to complete

Just when I've learned all I can
Those growing pains up and kick on in again

I'm still growing still stretching
Still breaking in these new shoes
Looking for a way to make a mark of my own
I'm just a spring chick wet behind the ears
I'm just a part of life there's no need to fear
These growing pains that I'm going through

Time after time one more time and again will it ever end?
It's the lessons in our lives that make us wise
But young or old I am told it's the same
Oh these growing pains never go away so I'll just keep on trying

Oh baby don't worry about a thang!

Last Call

Hello hello
I'm searching for a man
With love filled eyes and them healing hands
Hello hello
I've been waiting for so long
Don't disconnect me cause it's my last call

For help
Yeah help
For help

Cause it's 8-9-9-3-8-3-3
Come on and listen to me
Take my call collect my change
Cause Lord I'm calling on Your name

Don't wanna leave
Don't wanna say goodbye
Still fifteen minutes for my thirty-five
And where's this good in good-bye?
Cause talking to you is bringing me

This life
Yeah life
This life
Yeah

This is my last call.

My Faith Won't Fail

You could throw me in the fire
And I won't be burned
For my faith is Your desire
And Your love endures

You could throw me in the prison cell
Shackle me up against the rail
But time and time again
My faith won't fail

For He'll prevail
In the midst of all my trials and tribulations
And He'll prevail
In the midst of all my sin and temptations
He'll prevail
When I fail and He will pick me up
For time and time again my faith won't fail

You could throw me in the lion's den
But they won't harm me
For Your grace surrounds me
And it sets me free

And I can walk upon the water
And I will not drown
For my eyes are set upon You
And no one can bring me down

For He'll prevail
In the midst of all my trials and tribulations
And He'll prevail
In the midst of all my sin and temptations
He'll prevail
When I fail and He will pick me up
For time and time again my faith won't fail

For His angels surround me
And You've poured out this blood covering and I will walk and not fail
For time and time again
My faith won't fail

For He'll prevail
In the midst of all my trials and tribulations
And He'll prevail
In the midst of all my sin and temptations
He'll prevail
When I fail and He will pick me up
For time and time again 

For He'll prevail
In the midst of all my trials and tribulations
And He'll prevail
In the midst of all my sin and temptations
He'll prevail
When I fail and He will pick me up
For time and time again my faith won't fail
Oh
For time and time again my faith won't fail
Oh
For time and time again my faith won't fail

Search Me

Through this skin you see my heart
Through this laughter You feel my pain
Even through this mask You see my face
For you are the only one who really knows just who I am

And You search me
And You know all the secrets of my heart
Revealing the mysteries of who You are
You search me

Growing up never comes easily
In Your hands, You're the potter molding me
Then why do I wear this mask and play this game of hide and seek
When You are the only one who really knows just who I am

My Father, my Father
You are my Father, oh, and
I am Your child
And You hear my cry
Even at the midnight

Peircing

Katy Hudson
Miscellaneous
Piercing
Living in fear is not what
You had in mind for me
But holding to You is so hard
I cling to what I see

In a world where my emotions
Seem to rule my every move
They will challenge my devotion
To seek and know the truth

You're piercing me
This self will bleed
You're killing all of my securities
Lord help me see the reality
That all I'll ever need is You

Here in this haze a distant light seems to draw me near
But in the shadow of my doubt
My faith just disappears

Naturally

Did it seem to disappoint you living alone?
By the banks of your dilemma
Out of control
No one seems to give the answers that you wanna hear
What you'd give to find a welcome here

Miles and miles of lies behind you
Those were the days
So many lives you'd hope would guide you
Help you find a way
Now it seems to your surprise that they left you lying here
What you'd give to dry these bitter tears

Did it come naturally?
You a million miles from home
When you tried so carefully
To live a life that's not your own
ALways remember that it wasn't long ago
I stilled the oceans
I moved the mountains
To say I love you

Heaven waits the hours of silence
Finds you on your knees
Broken in a sweet surrender
Of peace
All the years of searching for a love you didn't know
Now you've finally found a welcome home

I love you, I have and always will

Trust In Me

How could I see you when I was so blind
How could I grasp you when I was far behind
How could I hear you when I was so deaf
How could I get up when I had been left


But You said, don't worry
For I've healed the blind man
And I've set the captives free
And You said, don't worry
For all you've gotta do
Is put your trust in me



How could I be clean when I was so dirty
How could I be made whole when I was torn apart
Make me whole, make me whole
Make me whole again



But You said, don't worry
For I've healed the blind man
And I've set the captives free
And You said, don't worry
For all you've gotta do
Is put your trust in me



But You said, don't worry
For I've healed the blind man
And I've set the captives free
And You said, don't worry
For all you've gotta do
Is put your trust in me



And You said, don't worry
For I've healed the blind man
And I've set the captives free
And You said, don't worry
For all you've gotta do
Is put your trust in me